My waves are so huge that even I am amazed at my capacity to feel!
Others do not notice how fast I can change my colors. Still, they think that I am a swinger. Funny, they are not able to comprehend the real wavelength. If they did, they could not know what to call me.
When it comes, and I swear sometimes I feel it coming minute by minute, I suddenly change, my heart starts to beat faster and I believe that I can change everything and I can become everyone I want to be. At that moment, I am a different and unique person once again. I can feel the power through my veins.
And there are other moments. I feel let down and beat up. Strange but the fact is; at those moments I feel even stronger than at upswings. I become a fighter and I really want to change everything for better.
So no matter how I feel, all my colors show one path, one message: "There is always a better way to live this life". This is my core motto. This is how my character was built by my family.
Then the storm goes and I feel calm and at peace. All at once. Each step makes me closer to the light. I know that death is the only ultimate end to this play. And I believe I am living it to the end. I do not see the drive to get better as being unsatisfied and ruining the moment. It is fulfillment. Nothing else but fulfillment.
