25 Mayıs 2008 Pazar

Strange day

Running like an amok. All day with my heart. What is happening? Stammering. Meaning lost. Gotcha find the angel. Angel always helps. Calms me. Sssh gotta go. Angel may be around.

20 Mayıs 2008 Salı

amnesty and angels

"It was just a few hours last night. I was sleeping in the arms of an angel. I was not expecting the angel that night. It was an ordinary night. But the angel visited me, touched my soul and left. Long time ago I learned how to give up the hope for an angel. It was Achilles' heel for me. Trying to find comfort in others just feels like hell if you are disappointed. But angel did not disappoint me since I did not expect anything at all. I was happy and excited. I knew that angel would leave in the morning. I knew that my time was passing. I knew that I lost long time ago. And I knew that I am dieing and soon, long before my friends and parents die, I will leave the world. Maybe just because of that, I cherished the hope. At least I saw how beautiful it is to be with an angel. There always is hope for an angel. This is enough for me. I had a bitter life and I thank god I had my night with the angels. Now i can go and sleep to dream more."